Wishful Thinking
I wish you knew how much I love you all. I wish you knew I want to be a family. Even if it's changing and growing. I wish you knew that I need you. I wish I could be less afraid. I wish we could all find clarity. I wish [...]
White Nights, Grey Days
A broken heart's manifesto... I could not bring myself to participate in the revelry of Nuit Blanche because I am exhausted on a level I have never before touched on. My bones are tired. My hair is tired. I'm getting a cold, and I just want to stay in lycra [...]
All The King’s Horses
I am sitting upright, in the guest room bed of one of my oldest, dearest friends. The salt from my tear-stained cheeks is stinging my skin, and my life feels like it is falling apart. Again. When I offer up my trust, I need it to be honored - as [...]
If It Keeps On Rainin’…
All Hail Robert Plant... If it keeps on raining levee's going to break If it keeps on raining levee's going to break When the levee breaks have no place to stay Mean old levee taught me to weep and moan Mean old levee taught me to weep and moan Got [...]
The Streets Have Turned to Mirrors
The swoosh of each car passing outside my living room window is a steady reminder that I am here in this world. In this body. In this life. Nothing is familiar except the sweet smiles of my babies. That's not true. There is one thing, so painfully familiar, that I [...]
Thursday, Friday, Happy Days
Despite being self-employed and only having to shuffle as far as my living room to get to the office, I am looking forward to the weekend like I haven't in a long, long while. I was far less productive than I had hoped to be this week, and my writing [...]